Korean actress Yoo Ju Eun committed suicide On August 29. She made her acting debut in the K-Drama Big Forest in 2018 and afterwards appeared in Joseon Survival Period on TV CHOSUN and Never Twice on MBC. Yoo Ju Eun’s brother revealed the tragic suicide note on her Instagram and confirmed her passing while the cause of her suicide is still unknown.
I’m sorry that I’m departing before everyone else, the note said. particularly my parents, grandparents, and brother. My mind is yelling that I no longer want to live. Even though you might feel empty without me, please keep on. I’ll keep an eye on you. Don’t cry, please. Your health will suffer as a result.
I’m not sad at all. In fact, I’m very calm. Maybe because I’ve been thinking about it for a long time. I’ve lived such a happy life which I don’t deserve. So I am content. This is enough. So please don’t blame anyone and move on. I’m not dead. So please live a good life everyone. I hope to see many people at my funeral and everyone could see if anyone is going through something. ”
She further added, “I really wanted to do acting. Maybe it was my everything or just a part of me. But then it wasn’t easy to pursue that life. I didn’t want to do anything else. That was devastating. I realized having a dream is a blessing and a curse at the same time. I’m sure God won’t send me to hell because he loves me. He will listen and take care of me. So don’t worry everyone.”
Yoo Ju Eun concluded the note by saying, “And to my dear family, friends, and loves. Thank you for adoring me and loving me. It was my strength and my laughter as well. I think I lived a successful life because I’m taking unforgettable memories till the end. Thank you for understanding and putting up with me. I’m sorry I couldn’t be more expressive. But I hope you’d understand.
And thank you so much and I admire all of you who knew me, especially the professors. I appreciate all that you have taught me about life.
I adore you, mom and dad. Don’t cry, please. I’m begging.
The actress’s funeral will be place on August 31, according to a statement from Yoo Ju Eun’s brother.