LAUREN Goodger has spoken out about her “horrendous few weeks” following the alleged attack on the day of her baby’s funeral.
On July 8, the Towie actress’ second child with builder Charles Drury tragically arrived with her umbilical cord wrapped around her neck.
Larose, Lauren’s oldest child, turned one two weeks later, and on August 5, the family buried Lorena.
Following the alleged assault on the former reality star, Drury, 25, was detained.
When Lauren, 34, learned that her ex-boyfriend Jack McLean had died in a vehicle accident, she experienced extra sadness and went to his burial on Tuesday.
As she pleaded for the guidance of her late daughter Lorena, she remarked that her ordeal had taught her who was significant in her life.
She penned: “Just want to say thank you to everyone for all the love & support in this horrendous terrible whirlwind in my life the last few weeks! I do read your messages thank you.
“During this traumatic time I’ve lost but I’ve also gained some values in this awful heartbroken time … some new friends and become closer to my current ones & some family ..it really has shown me who is meant to be in my life and I love each and every one one of you thank you .. I only have a few and that’s all I need and it’s taught me some life long lessons however hard it’s been.
“Asked Lorena when I had her at home the night before her funeral ‘please guide me please let my life, lead the path it’s meant to be & give me strength & courage’ and a lot changed instantly and I trust her.
“She is making my new path thank you Lorena I love you and I know you’re with me always and I know you’ve cleared out and made way for what’s meant to be.”
“I don’t know why I have no answers but I have to trust the process,” she said.
“I’ll never ever get over it but I’m learning and Larose is my rock.
“She has kept me going mentally and physically I love you so much my special girl.”